Past time

I told momma that I would never move back to Jena because of everything that has happened in the past. I just never wanted to live in this small town where everyone knows everyone and everything. The people can be stuck up and snotty thinking they are better than everyone else. It drives me crazy just thinking about it. I have no other choice right now but if I ever get to the point where I can transfer myself I will move away from here.There's nothing wrong with living in a small town but this town will eventually just fall into a black hole from all the sneaky and bad things that go on here. I can say proudly I'd recommend everyone to get the hell out of this town as soon as they can. When you stay you just continue a cycle of a life. It's better to get away from here and see the world.
I want to travel the world and visit some of the places my mom wanted to see. If we couldn't go when she was with me I'll go in her memory. I want to break the cycle and make her proud. I will not settle for less than I deserve. I love my mom. There were so many places she wanted to go and see but we just never done it. I want and will make time to do these things. I will see all of those places she dreamed of seeing and I will share everything with you guys.