January 20, 2016: Making arrangements
I knew going to the funeral home would be hard on my because every decision would be put on me. Well I was right and I had to do it without crying. I done so good on the way up there but wanted to just cry something awful. We get through everything with a tear! Thank god! On the way back I cry just thinking of how the funeral will bring up so many emotions that I have tried to burry under my hard shell only to protect myself. The only good thing that happened today was Aspen finally made it here to see me. :)
I knew going to the funeral home would be hard on my because every decision would be put on me. Well I was right and I had to do it without crying. I done so good on the way up there but wanted to just cry something awful. We get through everything with a tear! Thank god! On the way back I cry just thinking of how the funeral will bring up so many emotions that I have tried to burry under my hard shell only to protect myself. The only good thing that happened today was Aspen finally made it here to see me. :)
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