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Hard before it can get better

4/19/2016

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I came across this picture this morning on Facebook and just had to post it here. It's one of the truest statements I have seen in a long time. Everyone goes through these hard times before they can enjoy the good times afterwards.
Everyone here knows what I'm going through right now and some of my family is saying that they think I'm depressed or at least something is wrong with me. PLEASE everyone calm down. I'm dealing with the suicide of my mother, my best friend and my caregiver. Not only are my feelings upset because I lost my mom but she committed suicide so how do you think I feel about that? Give me time!
Its only been three months and I have so much more going on that I haven't had time to properly deal with my loss. Yeah I'm burying it right now because I have to so that I can handle everything else that's going on in my life. Once things settle down for a while I will have time to deal with it like I feel is right. Don't judge me for how I choose to grieve my mom's death.
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    Paralyzed from the neck down after an ATV rollover at 14, April Otwell is beating the odds the doctors gave her. She's a blogger, fantasy writer, college student, sugar glider guardian and spinal cord injury survivor.  She's even writing her first fiction novel!

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