Everyone here knows what I'm going through right now and some of my family is saying that they think I'm depressed or at least something is wrong with me. PLEASE everyone calm down. I'm dealing with the suicide of my mother, my best friend and my caregiver. Not only are my feelings upset because I lost my mom but she committed suicide so how do you think I feel about that? Give me time!
Its only been three months and I have so much more going on that I haven't had time to properly deal with my loss. Yeah I'm burying it right now because I have to so that I can handle everything else that's going on in my life. Once things settle down for a while I will have time to deal with it like I feel is right. Don't judge me for how I choose to grieve my mom's death.