So I have to get somethings off my chest to help start the new year off better. Here goes..
I love blogging! It helps me get some of the jumbled mess running around in my head and focus but..
I tend to sugar coat how I'm feeling to all of you.. I don't know why but I feel as though if I say how I'm truly feeling that I'll loose some of you or that I'll get in trouble for my feelings. That's no way to blog because everything that I say here could be like I'm fine and dandy when the truth is I'm depressed.
There are parts of my life that I want to keep hidden from the rest of the world. I've done some things that I'm not proud of and I'm doing what I can or could at the time to make up for it. There's some things that don't fit or that I don't know what is going on and I'm sorry but that part will in fact stay hidden. I may one day open up about these things but until I do I won't say anything about them.
There will be times that I need to vent and more than likely I'll turn to this blog to get my frustrations out. You guys will probably be wondering what the hell I'm talking about and let me just go ahead and apologize for those moments. It's like I said when I'm ready to talk about them you'll be the first to know.