She's been in my life each and every day since I was born, that's about 7,700 days. She's been a mom, role model, support system, caregiver, and my best friend. She's been so much to me and for that I'm grateful. I know some people don't have that in their lives ever and I consider myself lucky. When my accident happened I was just a child becoming a young lady but I didn't get the chance to go find myself like most teenagers. I missed out on those years but I got to spend them with my mom. I'm not saying that it's a bad thing but I became who my mom wanted me to be, and in a way I was scared to show her the kind of person that I wanted to become.
I don't know what kind of person I want to be yet, I'm still finding out who I am and who knows where that will take me but I'm excited to find out. I just ended a relationship that I was excited to have because it's just not the right time. Now is the time to discover who I am without someone else. I have so many things that I want to accomplish before trying to let some other person in to be with who I become.